sadly, my dog is about to die. he is a shih tzu. his time is comming near, it is starting to show. i now spend my free time petting and comforting him, because he too knows his time is near. i have already cried, and its time for a new lifeline. i need a bigger dog. but i also want a loyal dog. i was thinking an alaskan husky. or a german shepard, or a dalmation. but i dont want it so loyal as to it bite my friends or family if they go in for a hug, or a new girlfriend if i get one. i want a big dog by my side at all times. but i live in a modern hippy van, more on it later. but it cant get too big. i have to have a dog by me at all times, and, times are getting tougher. crime has risen in my area, so i also want a dog that i wont have to put in a cage to get him to sleep. i want one that is easy to poty train, and show who are friends. mostly i want a protective dog. but not a bulldog, i hear bad stuff about those on the news all the time. and it snows here, alot. and i want one that will fit in my van. i go road tripping, with my dog. if my dog cant go in, i wont go in. so, in recent years i made my 2004 chevrolet express van a modern hippy van. it has house carpet, a tv on the roof, a DVD player with it, a stash of black and white movies, a smaller bed, and a dog bed. soon to be replaced. connected to the wall, it has a dog food and water despencer custom made for my van. it has a custom passenger seat, idk how to describe it. but it is so that a dog can lie down and sleep or sit on it and look out the window. it has a small backrest, pretty awesome actually. in other words, my van is almost like a sleeper semi truck. alot of the times i just sleep in my van instead of paying for a motel. i drive, so it has to be calm in a car. it has to fit my personality. mysterious, quiet. i like traveling the country, i like seeing new places, i still yet have to go west of the mississippi, so i think i will do that with my current dog before he dies soon. i think he would like that. i can afford a dog, i almost live in my van though. and my house really isnt much bigger, it has a medium yard, small interior. i spend half my time there, and when im not there, i am on the road. i also want to trust him without a leash. i realize that in the puppy years, i will have to go with a leash, but if it must go a lifetime with a leash, its okay. all of my dogs protect me, they all have several times. protection is the #1 thing i must have. and it cant get way way too big.